Tuesday, June 14, 2011

My Horror



















Tired beyond belief
Troubled with unforgiving grief

Dazed

I can’t feel myself breathe
What is coming over me

Euphoria

Rain on the roof
And the ever so constant ringing in my ears

Articulate

Sometimes I think
I'm ready to throw away all those years

Tainted

As my demons thrive inside of my core
I'm not sure whether I can take it anymore

My Horror



by Phillip Michael

Less Sad
















As I think of you
On this sorrowful night
I hope your ok
And haven’t lost sight

Of the fact that
Your brother is safe
Free from life and emotional disgrace

It’s so hard
to be left behind
But we all know that someday
It’ll be our time

Then you’ll be standing at the pearly gates
Free from sin
And this stupid place

We wish loved ones could stay forever
But, let’s face it
God really wasn’t… that fuckin clever

So if I could offer some insight
Having just lost my dad

Be happy for David
And a lot less sad



by Phillip Michael

Eternity?



















Crushing pressure Crackling bones
Air seepage
Sharp pains
Overwhelming sensations
Thoughts of despair
There I am now
Way down there

Doesn’t someone care?

The light
So bright
Ascending
No worries or cares
Golden sparkles everywhere
Most satisfying warmth
And inner peace
They’ve all come down to rescue me

Is this eternity?


by Phillip Michael

Friday, June 10, 2011

Inner Proclamation















Anxious and prolific
I wish I felt terrific

My thoughts are churning
Inner core is burning

Lightheaded and feeling squirrelly
Can you sense my furry

The heavy breathing
Legs shaking

I sometimes wonder
If I’m faking

I always want
What I can never have
Deep inside I’m so fuckin sad

Sittin around just getting fat
I have no self control and that’s a fact

So much to live for
Yet so little time
Keeps me safe from doing the crime

However

Is it worth the weight (wait)
Of never being able to face my fate

I guess I shouldn’t pontificate

By Phillip Michael 06/2011

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Next Time You Look In The Mirror

You’ve been wronged, you’ve been hurt
You’ve been lied to, you’ve been irked

I’ve been through it too, I’ve been through the same
I’ve been broken, gotten caught up in this stupid game

I don’t want to push, but I know I want you
You think you know, but you don’t have a clue

I know how bad it was, finally getting over the pain
I know we both like things that others don’t, like the sound of falling rain

I wish I could remove the paranoia and all of the doubt
I wish I could throw it away, tell it to “get the hell out”

You’re afraid to open your heart because someone once sank it
I’ll be your protector, your shield and your warm blanket

You don’t believe me, you want to hear proof
My life has been filled with hurt too, and that’s the truth

You’re beautiful, you’re gorgeous, you hear it all the time
But your wall of feelings is what counts, and I would like to make the climb

My hand against your skin, that’s gotta feel real good
I’d travel miles just to put my arms around you right now, if I could

You needed someone to treat you like a Queen and he didn’t
If he saw what I see, he’d be kicking himself right this second

For some reason, I think of you when I awake until the moment right before I lay
I guess it’s safe to say you’re on my mind for the entire day

But you don’t feel the same and for this I am regretful
I have no choice but to fall back and try to be forgetful

But I can’t not remember, still knowing what I can give you
You might never realize this, but I for one hope that you do

They say girls are like buses, they run all the time
But you’re like a brand new Mercedes-Benz that I want to make all mine

Its been hard convincing you of how special you can be
Next time you look in the mirror, hopefully you’ll see what I see


by ML Kasper Kain

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Me vs. Marriage

“…and the prince came to rescue the girl and they lived happily ever after.”

Ah yes, the fairy tale. Those lovable stories we all read as children about being rescued and living life happily ever after. Fairy tales, the main source of fantasy that makes us want to find that ‘perfect’ someone (more on that in another article) and live out the rest of our days holding each others’ hands and all that other crap. So we set out and hope to find that one person to someday call husband or wife. Now let’s ask this question, do you remember the days when marriage was about basking in the love two people shared with one another? I don’t either, because nowadays the whole ‘institution’ of marriage has become something of a joke. Between those who treat it as such and those who have their own agenda as to why they get married in the first place, the notion of having to be married to someone has become a bit silly in my eyes. Lives have been crippled by messy divorces and victims of spousal infidelity and loveless jail-cell like homes have driven people to do unspeakable things. So why is there such a need for people to take this big of a chance? What are they trying to prove and who exactly are they trying to prove it to?

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Falling From Life


Euphoric

Pastel haze

Blowing hair
No cares

Slight spin
Free of sin

He’s coming for me
Now I’m free

Free from

Falling

Falling from Life



by Phillip Michael
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