Thursday, February 24, 2011

CYK

The news of your imminent arrival brought excitement and flooded my heart with a deep nervous feel at the innocent age of twelve that I was.  I remember our brother, only six at the time, asking me what my problem was.  But trying to explain a significant moment of importance to a child is like trying to defeat you in a debate about anything at all.  I’m going to lose and most likely wind up with a stabbing headache at the end of it all.  The two of us, brother and I, had been sent to stay with one of Ma’s friends while she was well, “working” on bringing you into this world.  I remember the friend not being the cleanest person on Earth and us being attacked by at least five mice the first night we were there, or maybe they were rats or maybe a mixture.  I don’t remember but it was pretty nasty there.  I don’t think either of us got much sleep that night.  Needless to say, we packed our things with breakneck speed when Pops came to pick us up the next day. 
The two of us couldn’t help but smile as he declared us “big brothers”.   Since I was one already, the title itself didn’t mean much but the fact that I was now going to have a small female to protect made my tiny chest puff out just a bit.  We entered the hospital room in the maternity ward and had to resist from leaping on our mother who actually looked quite peaceful.  Anytime that she wasn’t ordering us to take out the garbage or wash the dishes was always a good day.  Finally we were escorted to the area where you get to peer through a window at all of the babies who had recently been liberated from their mothers’ wombs.  We searched and searched until our eager eyes eventually fell upon your name for the very first time: Chastity Yvette Knight.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

The One

You are the one that I seek
The one that I need to find
You are the one that I check my watch for
The one that makes me take my time
You are the one that I think of
The one that I dream about
You are the one that I yell for
The one that I scream about
You are the one that I wish to hold
The one that I want to embrace
You are the one that I run after
The one that makes me give chase
You are the one with the fragrance
The one that I cannot help but smell
You are the one that I can talk to
The one that anything I can tell
You are the one that is worth more than others
The one that I can treasure
You are the one with the body I want to touch
The one that I want to pleasure
You are the one that makes life feel like a cage
But at the same time frees me from my cell
You are the one that makes Earth feel like Heaven
But also the one that puts me through Hell

You are the one that I miss
That one that I want to kiss

You are the one that I have stuck to like glue
But the one that makes it hard to say I Love ---
 
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